ok sooooooo lil obsessed..............ok alot obsessed

soooo skyrim i know it was like months ago bbut i had other things on my mind so oblivion i played alot like alot alot im talking hundreds of hours i did it all all skill max all spells and so on yes i know im epic so yeh skyrim iv started to walk that path im not complaining i love it but its not just skyrim star wars is back in my life and stronger then ever im 42% through my third book of the year and its my second star wars book i know two thirds of the book iv read have been star wars get me uber nerd i also got told my beard made me look like qui gon jinn [a compliment of the highst order] but iv been refured too as thee star wars guy i mean yess i know alot from planet names to characters that no one has ever herd of who knew that chewy dies??? and who knows how??? well i do yess im that bad and getting worse the last is an sorrowful end to a trilogy some books iv been reading was the strain trilogy and fucking hell there a good read wrote by director Guillermo del toro [hellboy 1 and 2 pans labyrinth] think vampires still with the old myths silver and sunlight kill they cant cross bodies of water but now think zombie hive mind and finally add in fucked up parasite and then you get this book its horror at its best but it asks you questions with out even knowing it look up this book it will not disapoint its a truly epic tale of love and hate and im sad its ended soooooo yeh :D chat too me if your reading ooooooooooooooo anddddd sherlock OH MY GOD!!!!!!!! SHERLOCK IS AMZING I DONT CARE WERE YOU ARE FIND IT AND WATCH IT THAT IS ALLL :)

never give up never give in..........so they say

so i kinda get the feeling no 1 is reading this so im gonna use it as a diary lol but if you do read it woop awsome
soooo my life at the mo is im stuck single sleep decides it doesnt like me and is dodging me like im a leper im falling for a girl i cnt be with which fucking kills but iv had it all my life that or iv lost the girl iv liked/loved so i should be able to bounce back and i have from me and the ex brkeing up but yeh thats life i find i say that alot thats life why is it why cnt we make stuff happen for ourselves and iv thought that for a while never give up never give in and iv come close before but now im on the edge i  step wrong and i know im hitting rock bottom for the first time in my life firstly i dont work as a single unit i just entr self destructive patterns of eating stupid things gaming and spending stupiod amounts of time in front of a p.c screen such as now woop im living the high life why cnt i just be happy alone other people are people say im an awsome guy i am so sweet and careing and loverly  but yet girls dnt give me the time of day if any 1 is reading this i dont know why the lonely rablings of a 19 year old but if you wanna get in touch or any one is in the same situation email me on jamieleddo@yahoo.co.uk

ok soooooo this is strange for me

right hey im back soooooooooooooo yeh i really like this girl like alot its the first girl iv really liked since my ex like realy liked not just wow shes hot  im starting too fall for her and she doesn't like me back in that way at all .....so yeh that feels amazing i mean at the party on sat she was the most beautiful girl there i mean wow everything about her blows my mind just everything but i know i van never be with her girls like her and guys like me arnt ment to be together i mean shes like 100% epic and im well im mee the geeky warhammer playing loser thats the type of guys girls see as the friend  im not very good looking and im not super smart and i dont have alot of money too spare but i am caring but i dont think thats what girls look for tbh i always try to be a gent thats how i got my ex i always do what i can for any one but i supose you get what your given in life that was the party if you wanted too see and i know i probs ruin the pitcher but hey i loved my costume it was a good night thanks to every 1 there

hidden blades and party days

 sooooooo yehhhhh hey! i dont really have much going on today or have i for a few days now so that's why iv not been blogging soooo here i am tonight im going to a costume party that i have been waiting for ever for becouse my ex mad me an ezio auditore costume and i finally have a reason too ware it woop! also i finished batman arkham city
 sooo thats awsome its better then the first i love gliding i mean your just like
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee kick guy in head orrrr wooooo i can see everything from here i also
 still have a huuge love of ace combattt omg its ssooooogoood i mean jets missiles helicopters and its just like
 boom boom boom you win it also kinda helps that im reallygood at it soooooo yeh party time
 oooooo iv started playing rugby again second row for those of u who know rugby
 its a forward for those of you that dont so i doo all the hard work while
 the backs sit back and play with them selves hmmmmmmmmmmm
i need to get up but i really cant be arsed classic rock blogging and bed is far too appealing to get up from
but i supose i better go il rite again soon

to the girl who text me after midnight to ask how tall i was :)

so yeh u know who you are look you are amazing and beautiful and an amazing friend you jhave put up with so much shit and still been there for me when iv needed you weather it was old woman feeling me up or the way i felt bout my self you helped ALOT and ui can honestly say your amazing the bitch [u know who i mean] should shut her mouth her sons one incredibly lucky guy and you are a very patient person id do anything for you keep the texts that make me smile coming your beautiful and brilliant :)