hey i am still alive ..........just :D

sooooo hi im sorry iv not blogged in a while i have had my head up my arse as i have already said a few times but now my friend was like write something to read in collage so i am hope your happy :D: iv been buisy binge eating playing mass effect and listening to very old albems becouse im in the second legg of getting over my ex lol iv met a nice girl who im talkint to at the moment so il see how that comes so im finally moving on all so mass effect is such a good game why didnt i enjoy it the first time round im planning on gettint 1 and 2 finished before number 3 comes out for which i now cant wait :) sooo yeh i dont know what this blogg is anymore it was bout geeky stuff then it was about feelings now i dont know its a mix so yeh atm i think im happy im not 100% sure but im think i am although i doo feel rather lonely and with valentines coming up im deading  facebook that day i might just go to an internet black out for that day dunno maby just xbox day iv been thiinking about life and how i might have set my relationship goals too high i mean a cute geeky girl that wants me as if i should be that lucky i mean thats life im not a looker and im not special but im caring and passionate  but thats me maby il die loney old and depressed or maby il day old happy and surrounded by loved one i dont know but hay ho il take it in my stride and its the 6 nations so that always puts me in a good mood so yeh thats my life if some one reading pleas comment...