too my woodland girl to many more interruptions

this is about a very good friend of mine you know who you are.

who wudda thought that when we met we would still be friends now the first time we met i covered my self in pastry tht stuck to my jacket nd then you you made me run off on my gf  i went home thinking you are crazy nd i still think that now but lucky for us i like crazy nd so do you years past nd my respect for you has grown your beautiful fun funny caring you stood by me through some of the hardest moments in my life you helped me to become the person i am we have had alot of fun nd alot of tears  i love you more then 99.9% of people on the planet you are amazing nd need to remember that your a super star and i lovvve you and remember you are who you are let no one judge your soul that hasn't lived your life

cuddles on a cold night

so i think im over my ex but i do miss just cuddles nd kisses not even the sex just the person there with me too watch a movie or talk about nothing for hours is it too much to ask i just wanna feel wanted or needed im not good looking im not that smart i am bright i can figure most things out nd when it comes to p.cs i rock them but thats not to brag about to girls im not a normal guy i cry  i cnt just go out nd get laid i need feelings i need to feel i got a place in life right now i dont i feel obsolete iv fought all my life nd now iv got nout to fight for  iv not got any one  to be the white knight for no1 to run through the snow to stop there tears orr to hold after they are diagnosed with cancer for the third time no 1 too be strong for i need a new fight and then maaby i could find some cuddles on a cold night.

why do we fall?

ok so everyone gets hurt that's life people use us people hurt us people lie to themselves and others with out knowing it  my ex did she killed me but she never meant to she would never hurt any one the only reason we get hurt is other people we let them in too our lives and they mess up and end up cutting us to ribbons in the process but does any one think what if they didn't where would we be today im playing rugby if my ex hadn't hurt me i wouldn't because id have never found the strength to start playing again after i got hurt   but here i am but its not just lovers who hurt you friends, family, anyone but as you fall you learn and what you learn is how to get back up how too stand at the on your own too feet how to take the pain from any card life throws at you  and this is why we fall crash and burn

to the girl that helped me over the ex too berger king nd the oaks

hello all this is about a deer friend of mine you no who you are cinders nd that's all that matters you are a star your really a life savor your beautiful inside nd out you look after me when others cba and you never stop caring i love you with all my heart u know how i fell bout you but i know why we cant be nd i understand it cinders you have made a gray life live in color again nd helped a broken man to fight again i can never thank you enough nd will never let go of you from buttons xx

single nd shitting it

 ok so im single nd i hate it right today i did some thing iv never done before and tryed to give a girl my number needles too say i failed   lol cute girl into games working in a game shop nd i thought she would be single more fool me right but she was nice about it nd said she was flattered  but it got me too thinking do girls really like it when guys make moves like that or does it piss them off i dont no  i never do this sorta thing but i dont know how else to talk to women lol im crap i freeze nd panic nd end up quoting a film or sumthing and end up kicking my self too all the girls out there how do you like guy to approach you lol it scares the shit outta us give us a clue please and if ur a cute gamer girl drop me a line lol but please help us men to help you

im back i guess :)

hello im back sorry iv been gone a while but well i lost the number one girl and well chaos followed for a while  but im back for good lil stronger and have alot more free time and now its xmas and yeh wow i have spoken to a girl today shes very smart very kind and a nice person you should reed her blog its epic  http://rebbie-shane.blogspot.com/ so goo look at hers erm so yeh good night guys hope some one reads this blog lol :P

my number one girl :)

Today i took my girlfriend to uni shes two and a half hours away by car and i work 6 days a week im going to miss her but she seams happy and this is what she wants to do so im really happy for her and we will survive i love her and she loves me but this is just my moment to say i love you duckie and im so proud of you you really are amazing  il always love you cant wait to see you later this month il always love you :D

UPDATE: Soooooo she left me lol erm gess i was wrong dont feel too good im gonna need to smash th booz might not be on here for a while bye for now im off to blow my own fucking braind out with vodka and wisky