bored bored bored gess what im bored

sooooooooo hey guys im back again so yes the time since i last blogged have been rather intresting (well at least for me) alot of things in my life have been moveing at a fast pace my rugbys really taken off  i have got to be close friesnds with an old friend i have met new friends im smashing through mass effect 1 & 2 and genrally haveing a good time :) until today late for work works deads so im blogging insted of working i think iv finaly found a new stable period in my life and taken on bored the good changes in my self and reverted the ones i didnt like so much sooo yeh thuings are looking up.

im speaking to a very beautiful girl who is very cool she has the best taste in things ever i mean she likes vampires not sparkly ones real neck ripping blood spilling ones and zombies shes geeky and loverly so we shall see how that goes :)

my rugby is just going epic im staring to feel more confident and like im back in the old days had some craking games

im loveing the gray at the moment its one of the best filmes ever i love it its dark gritty and adresses how humans react to catastrophy and how not every one can adapt to loss or damage to there world and how scary wolves are (i still want one as a pet)

my apreticeship is stilll trying to drag out the falure of not getting us jobs by making shit up and giving us a week off (im happy its paid)

the RBS six nations have started and fuck you all that hate me for this but england have started terifically i mean its a new team they have played together twice and won both matches there defence is cast iron i mean they have been sloppy had alot of issues in the backs but there good i mean wales will be a chalange but when arnt thay i still dont agree with some members of the team but people never do i think this team looking foward could win the world cup in 2015 yes thats along time away but thats the goal this squad is young yet they manage to take on decient teams in there stride not one of the players that are young and playing for the first time havent freeked out havent been scared they go out and play rugby i mean englad are always better in the second half but tese are perfect in the second hal i cant see them winning this year but i can next year  quite easily

the avengers ohhh my god i am loveing the build up i think this is the movie comic book moment that defines years of sub culture coming in to the lime light this is the next big culture shock lord of the rings harry potter the avengers this is bringing so called nerds out of dark damop hiding places (metophorically) and giving them there say as more people start to love theses characters they get more apcepted which could help in alot of cases of school bullying would have helped me :)

and finally mass effect god i cant wait its mass effect its such a good game you love thecharacters if you have to choose between them it hurts its like when you think gandalf dies if you hadent read the books whrn you went the cinima it hit you hard its like WHAT NO NO WHY  and then hes like bitch please i dont die but this you start to get immersed in the story the situation and the roll your playing 2 games on my shepperd has done so much and yet nothing the voice acting is perfect the chacrters are veried and brillient and just the story is exspansive and engageing.
so yeh its a long one to day read away see yeh

p.s i know the spelling is fucked i also really dont care k? :)

hey i am still alive ..........just :D

sooooo hi im sorry iv not blogged in a while i have had my head up my arse as i have already said a few times but now my friend was like write something to read in collage so i am hope your happy :D: iv been buisy binge eating playing mass effect and listening to very old albems becouse im in the second legg of getting over my ex lol iv met a nice girl who im talkint to at the moment so il see how that comes so im finally moving on all so mass effect is such a good game why didnt i enjoy it the first time round im planning on gettint 1 and 2 finished before number 3 comes out for which i now cant wait :) sooo yeh i dont know what this blogg is anymore it was bout geeky stuff then it was about feelings now i dont know its a mix so yeh atm i think im happy im not 100% sure but im think i am although i doo feel rather lonely and with valentines coming up im deading  facebook that day i might just go to an internet black out for that day dunno maby just xbox day iv been thiinking about life and how i might have set my relationship goals too high i mean a cute geeky girl that wants me as if i should be that lucky i mean thats life im not a looker and im not special but im caring and passionate  but thats me maby il die loney old and depressed or maby il day old happy and surrounded by loved one i dont know but hay ho il take it in my stride and its the 6 nations so that always puts me in a good mood so yeh thats my life if some one reading pleas comment...

ok sooooooo lil obsessed..............ok alot obsessed

soooo skyrim i know it was like months ago bbut i had other things on my mind so oblivion i played alot like alot alot im talking hundreds of hours i did it all all skill max all spells and so on yes i know im epic so yeh skyrim iv started to walk that path im not complaining i love it but its not just skyrim star wars is back in my life and stronger then ever im 42% through my third book of the year and its my second star wars book i know two thirds of the book iv read have been star wars get me uber nerd i also got told my beard made me look like qui gon jinn [a compliment of the highst order] but iv been refured too as thee star wars guy i mean yess i know alot from planet names to characters that no one has ever herd of who knew that chewy dies??? and who knows how??? well i do yess im that bad and getting worse the last is an sorrowful end to a trilogy some books iv been reading was the strain trilogy and fucking hell there a good read wrote by director Guillermo del toro [hellboy 1 and 2 pans labyrinth] think vampires still with the old myths silver and sunlight kill they cant cross bodies of water but now think zombie hive mind and finally add in fucked up parasite and then you get this book its horror at its best but it asks you questions with out even knowing it look up this book it will not disapoint its a truly epic tale of love and hate and im sad its ended soooooo yeh :D chat too me if your reading ooooooooooooooo anddddd sherlock OH MY GOD!!!!!!!! SHERLOCK IS AMZING I DONT CARE WERE YOU ARE FIND IT AND WATCH IT THAT IS ALLL :)

never give up never give in..........so they say

so i kinda get the feeling no 1 is reading this so im gonna use it as a diary lol but if you do read it woop awsome
soooo my life at the mo is im stuck single sleep decides it doesnt like me and is dodging me like im a leper im falling for a girl i cnt be with which fucking kills but iv had it all my life that or iv lost the girl iv liked/loved so i should be able to bounce back and i have from me and the ex brkeing up but yeh thats life i find i say that alot thats life why is it why cnt we make stuff happen for ourselves and iv thought that for a while never give up never give in and iv come close before but now im on the edge i  step wrong and i know im hitting rock bottom for the first time in my life firstly i dont work as a single unit i just entr self destructive patterns of eating stupid things gaming and spending stupiod amounts of time in front of a p.c screen such as now woop im living the high life why cnt i just be happy alone other people are people say im an awsome guy i am so sweet and careing and loverly  but yet girls dnt give me the time of day if any 1 is reading this i dont know why the lonely rablings of a 19 year old but if you wanna get in touch or any one is in the same situation email me on jamieleddo@yahoo.co.uk

ok soooooo this is strange for me

right hey im back soooooooooooooo yeh i really like this girl like alot its the first girl iv really liked since my ex like realy liked not just wow shes hot  im starting too fall for her and she doesn't like me back in that way at all .....so yeh that feels amazing i mean at the party on sat she was the most beautiful girl there i mean wow everything about her blows my mind just everything but i know i van never be with her girls like her and guys like me arnt ment to be together i mean shes like 100% epic and im well im mee the geeky warhammer playing loser thats the type of guys girls see as the friend  im not very good looking and im not super smart and i dont have alot of money too spare but i am caring but i dont think thats what girls look for tbh i always try to be a gent thats how i got my ex i always do what i can for any one but i supose you get what your given in life that was the party if you wanted too see and i know i probs ruin the pitcher but hey i loved my costume it was a good night thanks to every 1 there

hidden blades and party days

 sooooooo yehhhhh hey! i dont really have much going on today or have i for a few days now so that's why iv not been blogging soooo here i am tonight im going to a costume party that i have been waiting for ever for becouse my ex mad me an ezio auditore costume and i finally have a reason too ware it woop! also i finished batman arkham city
 sooo thats awsome its better then the first i love gliding i mean your just like
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee kick guy in head orrrr wooooo i can see everything from here i also
 still have a huuge love of ace combattt omg its ssooooogoood i mean jets missiles helicopters and its just like
 boom boom boom you win it also kinda helps that im reallygood at it soooooo yeh party time
 oooooo iv started playing rugby again second row for those of u who know rugby
 its a forward for those of you that dont so i doo all the hard work while
 the backs sit back and play with them selves hmmmmmmmmmmm
i need to get up but i really cant be arsed classic rock blogging and bed is far too appealing to get up from
but i supose i better go il rite again soon

to the girl who text me after midnight to ask how tall i was :)

so yeh u know who you are look you are amazing and beautiful and an amazing friend you jhave put up with so much shit and still been there for me when iv needed you weather it was old woman feeling me up or the way i felt bout my self you helped ALOT and ui can honestly say your amazing the bitch [u know who i mean] should shut her mouth her sons one incredibly lucky guy and you are a very patient person id do anything for you keep the texts that make me smile coming your beautiful and brilliant :)