love hate and war high school for a the different kid

right il start with me from a young age i was different i must stress this though i loved it i am me and that's all i can be over the last few months after a few crazy years im starting to find me again and i got to thinking  high school was shit i never really fit in the geeks i wasn't hated or beat up every day but i wasnt popular at all i had my friends and i wouldn't change them ever but some times it was hell to start with i dont like football i play rugby in my year in school i was the only one that did and i didnt know who half the players that were being talked about when it came too football this for some strange reason made guys think i was stupid but what ever i lived then when it comes to playing football im even worse now this is were it got bad  if people on my team were good firt of all i felt bad because  im big on the team ethos but second they would physically go for me i had one lad in a p.e lesson physically hit me because a messed up a kick i worked out quick that the lads in my school respected three things how good you were at sport [only available while playing said sport] the girl you were with or how well you fought now me i remember one P,E lesson the bigger lads were like lets smash jamie  now that was there first mistake knocked them on there ass ran all the way in to scare this happened 3 or 4 times then they try to do the same to me i dropped them every time and then that day i was respected i felt grate but the next its back to lets take the piss outta jamie then came the hard part of school and still my life now girls hmmmmm i was never and am still not amazingly attractive im not the worst looking guy in the world but im not stunning and where im from i stuck out about a light year i had long hair  did not stick to fashion and did not listen to the music most people did this did not bode well for me trying to find a girl and it didnt go well so i spent most of high school getting like a 1 week relationship then being dumped getting upset getting beat up and genrally not having tht most stable time i was at that point  pacifistic i would never thourgh a punch back id just get my self out  but then all hell oprend up the group of friends from "years above us left leaving our group smaller and there had been a few "disagreements" so there was blood in the water and the sharks came the kids from the year below us got ballsy nd started fights were there were three of them and one of us we had bricks thrown at us they were throwing full cans of coke bags filled with ink and i even got a bottle of piss thrown over me it started small and got bigger its when i saw how bad it wass affecting the people around me i decided to fight back i could take any one of them one on one but on on 3 or more was harder i can say i stoood my ground and never backed down through cuts bruises and even major knee damage it all ended one Monday with me and 2 friends in a brawl against about 25 other lads i got my knee fucked up but we made our stand and our point and im proud of that and all this was becouse by some stupid idea i was different and a lower class of person it happens every day not just in high school this is just my story but there are many more and many worse i had the only thing to get me though my friends thats all that got me out the other side and i thank them for that and to any one reading this thinking this is happening to me now send me a comment let me try to help THIS SHOULD NOT HAPPEN WE ARE ALL EQUAL NO MATTER OF RACE WEALTH BLOOD LINE GENDER SEXUALITY NOTHING MATTER BECOUSE APART WE FALL TOGETHER WE STAND every one is different that is why we work as a race accept differences don't punish it